Wednesday, December 30, 2009

"Large snowfalls are uncommon..."

Chris doesn't get a lot of vacation days. So when he does, it's a big deal. I didn't want to waste our holiday by cleaning. (That's what Chris wanted to do.) So, I planned a day trip to Arches. Utah's red rock country may not be Maui, but it would definitely be more pleasant than hanging out up north, right?

From Arches National Park website: "Winters are cold, with highs averaging 30 to 50 F, and lows averaging 0 to 20 F. Though large snowfalls are uncommon (except in nearby mountains), even small amounts of snow or ice can make local trails and roads impassable." Yes, the average high on December 29th is 42 degrees (F). That is totally a vacation temperature to me.

Well, yesterday was not average. We had fun anyway. It's a long way for a day trip (for future reference). We listened to an entire book on cd (The Magician's Nephew by C.S. Lewis). The kids loved the book! And the sites were astounding, amazing, remarkable, and beautiful. We couldn't see very far away. We only took one proper walk. No, we didn't make the effort to hike to Delicate Arch. That would have been foolish. But I got a photo of Ammon with Delicate Arch in the background. Many photos were taken out the window of the car. Would you like to see a couple? Enjoy.





























Nature's masterpiece

No two are ever alike, right? In my experience, it is pretty rare to visually prove that. Yesterday, the snowflakes came down and stuck to us without melting. They held their shape. I only got one good photo of it, but I have enlarged different parts of my glove for your viewing pleasure. Please, click on the photos so you can see the snowflakes even better. They are amazing!







Sunday, December 27, 2009

The Birthday Dude

Today in primary, they were about to sing "Happy happy birthday Ammon, dear." Ammon very politely asked, "Instead of saying 'Ammon dear,' could you please sing 'Ammon, dude'?" Everyone thought it was pretty funny. Of course, that is what they sang. Perhaps a new tradition has started in the 3rd ward. :-)

I love my little Christmas baby. I know, he wasn't actually born on Christmas. But he was pretty close. (Just running a little late.) Ammon is nine today. 9! Here are some photos of our day together:

(Before we start to look at the photos, you should know my camera was almost out of batteries and it refused to zoom and also was very slow to respond to the "take the photo" order.)

Ammon opening present #1:


Oh my goodness! It's his very own tackle box. (Obviously, Chris was instrumental in picking out this gift.) Here Ammon poses with his brother and sisters. Awww....


Ammon with a new book? Yes! That's what it is. Encyclopedia Brown, no less. (Do I have to point out that I picked out this gift?)


Ammon and his daddy. I don't know. Is there any resemblance?


With Grandma and Grandpa Rawlins. (Other grandparents represented via U.S. Postal Service.)


With his loving mommy.


As proof that he is actually 9, Ammon makes silly faces even when he doesn't know he's doing it. Ammon loves Garfield. I know what you're thinking. It's not my best cake so far. But Ammon likes it.


Ammon chose to dance while we sang a rousing chorus of "Happy Birthday to You!"


All in all, a fun day. Why? Because Ammon's a fun kid. Really delightful, that one. I love, love, love my Ammon!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

New lyrics...

Sarah loves to sing. But she doesn't always remember the words. Doesn't everybody have that problem at some point? Enjoy with me her new lyrics to some old favorites.

Joy to the world
The Lord is come.
Let earth begin her fun!

Silent night. Holy night.
All is swell. All is bright.

I don't know about you, but I think Christmas is a great time to begin some fun and it really is a time when all is swell.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Sweet little Beth

Everything Beth says is made a little cuter by her sweet little voice. So, imagine the sweetest little voice you can hear when I tell these stories.

This morning, Chris was gathering up the trash to take out because it's garbage day around here. Yes, here in America, the only federally recognized holidays this week are Christmas day and New Year's Day. So, the garbage men, who work for local government, still have to work on Christmas Eve. (I just threw that in because the other night I was chatting online with a friend in Australia. He works for their government--perhaps on a federal level since he lives in Canberra. Anyway, this was pretty early in the week and he was done with work for the time being. He said, "The government shuts down until January 4." I haven't stopped laughing. That's so Australian. Our government doesn't "shut down" for anything. Even our noble senators were hard at work ruining the financial future of our country and eliminating the need for personal accountability just this very Christmas Eve. Note: where there is no accountability, there is no freedom. But that is a different post for a different blog since my blentries are light-hearted and easy-reading.)

What was I talking about? Oh yeah. Beth. Chris was gathering up the trash. Beth looked at him with big eyes and said, "Dad, what are you doing with all that garbage?" This is funny because it's as if she's never seen anyone take the garbage out. And also because she said it in her best Cindy-Lou Who voice and reminded me distinctly of "Santy Claus, why? Why are you taking our Christmas tree? Why?"

And then later today, I came home from some last-minute shopping. Really, it wasn't last minute. It's for Ammon's birthday which isn't until Sunday. I could have saved the shopping until Saturday. I walked in as Beth was coming up the stairs. She looked at me with her sweet little face and said, "I'm grumpy." I guess she felt she had to inform us of her bad mood because no one could tell otherwise. I was in the middle  of a comforting and cheering hug, when my brother Michael walked in. He said, "Hi Bethie." And she said, "I'm grumpy!" So Michael said, "Well, I better watch my step." He pretended to back away in fear and Beth started laughing. "Michael's funny." And that's how Beth's bad moods go.

Christmas advent

"Thanks be unto God for his unspeakable gift" (2 Corinthians 9:15).


artwork by Sarah

"Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace,
good will toward men" (Luke 2:14).

Christmas advent




There are several traditional symbols of Christmas. Some I like, some I don't really relate to. For example, mistletoe. I just don't care about mistletoe. But one symbol of Christmas I love is the star. I like to decorate with stars and I like to have a star on my Christmas cards; stars on wrapping paper and a star on top of the tree. The star is, of course, a reminder of the star of Bethlehem that the wise men followed to find the King of kings.

"... behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem, Saying, Where is he that is born King of the Jews? for we have seen his star in the east, and are come to worship him" (Matthew 2:1-2).

"...they departed; and, lo, the star, which they saw in the east, went before them, till it came and stood over where the young child was. When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceeding great joy" (Matthew 2:9-10).

It is clear from the actions and faith of the wise men, as well as the response of the people in Jerusalem, that it had been prophesied that a new star would appear as a sign to believers that Jesus Christ had indeed been born on earth. I will quote one such prophecy from the Book of Mormon:

"And behold, there shall a new star arise, such an one as ye never have beheld; and this also shall be a sign unto you" (Helaman 14:5).

I love lights at Christmas time. Twinkly lights and candles remind us of the star that showed the way to the true Light. May I share with you some of my favorite passages that speak about the Light of Christ?

"Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life" (John 8:12).

"He is the light and the life of the world; yea, a light that is endless, that can never be darkened; yea, and also a life which is endless, that there can be no more death" (Mosiah 16:9).

"The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light: they that dwell in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined" (Isaiah 9:2).

"O house of Jacob, come ye, and let us walk in the light of the Lord" (Isaiah 2:5).

Come my friends, let us walk in the light of the Lord. He is the true Light that lights the whole world. What a great reminder we have of His goodness and gift to us. We can see physical light around us and let it remind us to fill our hearts and homes with heaven's light.



Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Christmas advent

I better post early today since tonight is a big football game and I will be busy. If someone can teach me how to properly post a youtube video, I would love that. In the meantime, let's have some fun. Remember yesterday? I wrote about my mission Christmases. I mentioned the haka. Haka is the traditional dance form of the Maori people from Aetorea (New Zealand). There are different haka, sometimes used as a war dance, but also for celebration. Today, I would like to show you all a celebratory haka. It's even Christmas-y. This one's for the kids. And if you want to see a proper haka, you should watch the All Blacks. New Zealand All Blacks are a rugby team who perform a haka prior to each match. It intimidates the other players. And here's one in traditional Maori dress. What does this have to do with Christmas? Everything if you've spent Christmas with Maoris before (or spent Christmas with Samoans who grew up in New Zealand). Enjoy. Tomorrow I will be properly religious again.

Christmas advent

For today's blentry, I thought I'd go with a mission memory. I wonder where I got that fantastic idea? I have had 35 Christmases in my life. (Wow. Really?) If memory serves me correctly, I have spent 31 in Utah, 2 in California (with my in-laws) and 2 in Australia. Naturally, Utah's weather and Utah's culture greatly influence my idea of Christmas. Northern California, where we go, isn't much different. However, Australia is very different.

My first Christmas in Australia was most interesting...I thought it wouldn't really feel like Christmas because it was 42 degrees out. (Celsius, people. It was hot.) Because it is summer, decorations are very different. Twinkly lights can't shine until after a missionary's curfew because the sun is still up. People, who are very influenced by British (and other European) culture, still put up trees and such, but some of those traditions are better suited for the cold. It's not a good idea to have a real tree sitting in your house in that dry, dry heat, for example. Food is different because it's very uncomfortable to cook and/or eat a heavy meal of poultry, gravy, potatoes, or rich puddings when it is that hot out. So, what was a little Utah girl to expect?

What do you know! Decorations were different. Weather was different. But the spirit of Christmas was the same. And for me, it was magnified and intensified because I was serving as a representative of my Lord Jesus Christ, whose birth we were celebrating. I remember my mission Christmases as the best ones I have ever celebrated. And it wasn't just me. People were nicer when they opened their doors. They weren't interested, but they didn't slam the door and cuss about it; they smiled and were friendly to us. I was amazed that the spirit of Christmas, which is the spirit of Christ, was so recognizable among almost every person we met. My first Christmas was spent in the country, Mildura, and I don't have many photos of it. My second Christmas was back in the city, Adelaide. I have lots of photos. As missionaries, we had to do a few hours of community service every week. During December 1996, we spent our service hours caroling in the local mall. Tea Tree Plaza, I think it was called. It was so fun and the shoppers acted like it was enjoyable.

On Christmas day, we met at the chapel with a hundred other missionaries for carols, skits, and general goofiness. We enjoyed a proper Christmas haka and had a sausage sizzle. This is similar to hot dog barbeque, except that Australian sausages taste better and are served with tomato sauce, not ketchup. (Yes, Neal and Jacob. I said it. There is something better than an American hot dog.) We weren't allowed to go to the beach, which I believe is where the real Aussies celebrate with things that we don't drink, but we were allowed to play volleyball in the park adjacent to our church and enjoy each others' company. Of course, calling home was a wonderful highlight. Photos? Yes, please.

Christmas Eve 1996: We celebrated by hanging out in the backyard of the elders' flat. Elder Rundle made steak. He remembers what we ate. I sure don't. But I'll trust him.


My zone leaders, Elder Shum (from New Zealand) and Elder Rundle (from Australia), decided to sing "I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas" for me since I like snow and to me, snow is part of Christmas.
They began the serenade on the roof of their flat.


And then they sprayed us (and each other) with shaving cream (you know, because it's white. Like a white Christmas.)


Thus began a fun and a little crazy water fight. And also, shaving cream and flour and anything else we could find-fight. The resulting zone photo (um, it was messier than it looks):


Here we are caroling at the mall. That's me on the right. The short, blond one, with glasses.


And then, "Back home in New Zealand, we do a different kind of caroling..."





On Christmas day, every zone performed a skit. We won for best skit! I believe the plot included Sister Beadle and me converting Santa Claus. It was most clever. Here we are with our prizes.


Elder Zolik, dressed as Santa, with our mission president.


All of the missionaries pitched in to get President Knight a gift. Had I known what they were going to purchase, I would have saved my money for something else. It's a kangaroo skin. I don't approve. But I have the photo anyway.


More photos of the haka anyone? I like it. I'm not sure these are from Christmas day. The elders did this a lot.






And now some photos of me with some of my mates. (That's Australian lingo for friends. Who says I'm not bilingual?)

This is Elder Toleafoa, me, Sister Beadle, and Elder Foua


This is me with Elder Carruth.


This is Elder Rundle. I don't think this is Christmas day, but I'm holding a sausage, Australian style, and so I thought it apropos.


And these last photos are just to prove that I was actually in Australia.









Well, that's Christmas AAM style (AAM stands for Australia Adelaide Mission). Almost all of the people pictured here live in Australia or New Zealand. It's little wonder I miss it so much and little wonder I love Facebook so much. If only Elder Carruth would get a computer...

Christmas as a missionary. There is really nothing quite like it.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Christmas advent

According to President Gordon B. Hinckley (and he's usually right about such things), "Christmas is more than trees and twinkling lights, more than toys and gifts and baubles of a hundred varieties. It is love. It is the love of the Son of God for all mankind. It reaches out beyond our power to comprehend. It is magnificent and beautiful."

If Christmas is love, how about some thoughts on love, then?

"Love is the most powerful force in the world" (Elder Dallin H. Oaks).

"That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God" (Ephesians 3:17-19).

"In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him. Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins...We love him, because he first loved us" (1 John 4: 9-10, 19).

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends" (John 15:13).

"By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another" (John 13:35).

The challenge this Christmas is to create love in our homes and in our hearts. I write this as I listen to my children yelling loudly at each other rather than get ready for bed, like they're supposed to be doing. It's going to be a mighty big challenge for our family. Good luck to us! And I hope your Christmas week is filled with the love of God.

Christmas advent

I believe that when Jesus Christ came to earth, he came to save ALL men who would believe on His name.

"He doeth not anything save it be for the benefit of the world; for he loveth the world, even that he layeth down his own life that he may draw all men unto him" (2 Nephi 26:24, emphasis added).

"...and he inviteth them all  to come unto him and partake of his goodness; and he denieth none that come unto him, black and white, bond and free, male and female; and he remembereth the heathen; and all are alike unto God, both Jew and Gentile" (2 Nephi 26:33, emphasis added).

"Behold, he sendeth an invitation unto all men, for the arms of mercy are extended towards them, and he saith: Repent, and I will receive you" (Alma 5:33, emphasis added).

I think you're getting my point here. Jesus is the Savior for the whole world. There is none other. This is why we celebrate His birth. His birth was good tidings for every person who has ever or will ever live on the earth.

"And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people" (Luke 2:10, emphasis added).

In this spirit, I would like to share this song and video. Once again, I'm not sure how to post it here. I can post things on Facebook like nobody's business. Anyway...here is the link to the song "Joy to Everyone." Enjoy.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Just a little funny...

Bethie was upset and crying. It was a fake, attention-seeking cry, but she had been hit, so you know, you be the judge of whether it was tolerable. Personally, I was ignoring her. Ammon came in holding Beth's favorite toy, a little puppy (aptly named "Puppy") and tried to give it to Beth. Beth paused in her crying to say, "I'm CRYING!" And then started crying again. Ammon said, "But Puppy wants to cheer you up!" Beth said, "But I'm CRYING!" And again began the crying. Ammon tried one more time with the Puppy. Beth took him, barking like a puppy, and smiled. Crying done. One little girl happy. One little boy a hero for the moment. One puppy very loved.

Christmas advent

Just something silly today. This is for the classical music lover in all of us. (I can't figure out how to post a youtube video on my blog, so I will just give you the link.)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Christmas advent

These are great quotes to remember as we get ready for the gift-giving next week...

From Ralph Waldo Emerson: "Rings and jewels are not gifts, but apologies for gifts. The only [true] gift is a portion of thyself" ("Gifts," in The Complete Writings of Ralph Waldo Emerson [1929], 286).

President David O. McKay, (late) president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints said: “True happiness comes only by making others happy—the practical application of the Savior’s doctrine of losing one’s life to gain it. In short, the Christmas spirit is the Christ spirit, that makes our hearts glow in brotherly love and friendship and prompts us to kind deeds of service.

“It is the spirit of the gospel of Jesus Christ, obedience to which will bring ‘peace on earth,’ because it means—good will toward all men”  (McKay, Gospel Ideals [1953], 551).

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Christmas advent

I found this video on youtube and was so impressed. Public School #22 in Staten Island has a remarkable gift in a music teacher. My husband is a music teacher and because of his career, I realize more and more what a special person it takes to really succeed in teaching kids music.

Christmas is a holiday about music. The angels sang the night Jesus was born in Bethlehem, and believers have been singing ever since. The song I've posted here isn't necessarily about the Savior, but it is part of the celebration of Christmas. Enjoy this Christmas carol sung by a bunch of elementary kids in a public school in New York.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Christmas advent

I was looking for a short quote, but this entire article is worth your time to read. It is called "The Power of Peace," written by (late) President James E. Faust, Second Counselor in the First Presidency of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints:

With all of you, I rejoice in this wonderful holiday season. I am old enough to have enjoyed many Christmases. As I get older, I seem to enjoy these special holidays more each year. Perhaps this is because there are many more than just our own families to love and be loved by.

Among the Christmas experiences that are etched most sharply in my memory are the ones spent away from home and loved ones while serving in the mission field or in military service. Each Christmas when I was in the military in World War II, I wondered when the terrible suffering and agony of war would end and we could all go home. And as we sang, “Peace on earth, goodwill to men,”  I wondered if the Germans and the Japanese who were Christians were also singing this familiar refrain with the same yearnings in their hearts. Then it all ended 59 years ago after the dropping of two atomic bombs on Japan. Mankind had never before seen such destructive power. There was a concern in our hearts about the beast that had been unleashed.

I would like to recount a story told by Kenneth J. Brown, who was serving as a U.S. Marine in Japan following the dropping of the bomb. His moving story about a Japanese Christian he met at Christmastime in Nagasaki is as follows.

“I watched him turn from the street and climb the path leading to our shelter. He was groping, hesitating. As he came near he folded his umbrella and stood quietly a long moment. His thin coat soon dampened from the cold rain that was falling from the same sky that had brought death to nearly half his townspeople three short months before. I concluded that it must take some special courage to confront one’s conquerors without invitation. It was little wonder that he hesitated.

“His polite bow to me was no bow of submission. Rather his squared shoulders and lifted head let me feel as if I were looking up at him even … though I towered over him a foot or more. I recall being disturbed that I hadn’t yet become used to the near sightless eyes of those who had looked heavenward that morning when the bomb dropped. …

“… I respectfully asked if I could be of service. [In his clear English] he introduced himself as Professor Iida. …

“ ‘I am Christian,’ he said. ‘I am told this is the head minister’s office. Are you a Christian? It is good to talk with a follower of Christ; there are so few Christian Japanese.’

“I took him to the inner office of the division chaplain and waited while the two men conversed. Professor Iida stated his request briefly. He was a teacher of music in a Christian girls’ college until it was closed by imperial command. … He had been imprisoned because of his professed Christianity. After being released he had returned to Nagasaki and continued his music instruction in his home even though it was forbidden. He had been able to continue a small chorus and would be pleased if … they [could] sing a concert for the American Marines.

“ ‘We know something of your American Christmases,’ he said. ‘We should like to do something to make your Christmas in Japan more enjoyable.’

“I felt sure the chaplain would give a negative reply. Our unit was one of hardened fighters, four years away from home, who had fought the enemy from Saipan to Iwo Jima. … Yet there was something about the man that bespoke sincere desire to do a good deed so that … permission was granted. The concert would be Christmas Eve.

“The rains had stopped and a calm settled over the atomic bowl reminiscent of the calm that night long ago. The concert was well attended; there was nothing else to do. The theater … had been cleared of its fallen roof and men were sitting on the jagged walls. The usual momentary hush fell over the audience as the performers filed on stage. …

“The first thing we noticed was that they were singing in English and we became aware that they didn’t understand the words but had memorized them for our benefit. Professor Iida had taught his students well; they sang beautifully. We sat enthralled as if a choir from heaven were singing for us. … It was as if Christ were being born anew that night.

“The closing number was a solo, an aria from ‘The Messiah.’ The girl sang with all the conviction of one who knew that Jesus was indeed the Savior of mankind and it brought tears. After that there was a full minute of silence followed by sustained applause as the small group took bow after bow.

“Later that night I helped Professor Iida take down the trimmings. I could not resist asking some questions that propriety forbade but curiosity demanded. I just had to know.

“ ‘How did your group manage to survive the bomb?’ I asked.

“ ‘This is only half my group,’ he said softly, but seemed unoffended at my recalling his grief so that I felt I could ask more.

“ ‘And what of the families of these?’

“ ‘They nearly all lost one or more members. Some are orphans.’

“ ‘What about the soloist? She must have the soul of an angel the way she sang.’

“ ‘Her mother, two of her brothers were taken. Yes, she did sing well; I am so proud of her. She is my daughter.’ …

“The next day was Christmas, the one I remember best. For that day I knew that Christianity had not failed in spite of people’s unwillingness to live His teachings. I had seen hatred give way to service, pain to rejoicing, sorrow to forgiveness. This was possible because a babe had been born in a manger [and] later taught love of God and fellowmen. We had caused them the greatest grief and yet we were their Christian brothers and as such they were willing to forget their grief and unite with us in singing ‘Peace on earth, goodwill to all men.’

“The words of Miss Iida’s song testimony would not be stilled, ‘Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows.’ They seemed to echo and re-echo over the half-dead city that day.

“That day also I knew that there was a greater power on earth than the atomic bomb.”

That power has influenced for good the hosts of His followers on the earth for more than 2,000 years. It is the power in the knowledge that Jesus Christ is our Redeemer, our Savior, our Advocate with the Father, the King of kings, the Lord of lords, and the Prince of Peace. It is the power by which, through faith and obedience to His teachings, we can find joy and happiness, peace and comfort.

It is the priesthood power by which the world was created and the plan of salvation and happiness was put in place to bless our lives eternally if we are true to our covenants. It is the power that was magnified by His agony on the cross, bringing the single most important blessing to mankind. The greatest of all acts in all history was the atoning sacrifice of our Savior and Redeemer.

We remember that sacrifice at this time of year when we celebrate His birth. It is only through the atoning sacrifice of the Prince of Peace that we may know the true power of peace in our own lives.

(James E. Faust, “The Power of Peace,” Ensign, Dec 2004, 2–5)

Monday, December 14, 2009

Christmas advent

One of my favorite authors is Dr. Seuss. I love to read his stories aloud to my children. My favorite holiday movie? The old, animated How the Grinch Stole Christmas. Let's quote the most important bit together, shall we? Starting at the part just after the Grinch thinks he has stolen all of "Christmas" from the Whos and he is anxious to see their reaction:

Three thousand feet up! Up the side of Mt. Crumpit,
He rode with his load to the tiptop to dump it!
“Pooh-Pooh to the Whos!” he was grinch-ish-ly humming.
“They’re finding out now that no Christmas is coming!
“They’re just waking up! I know just what they’ll do!
“Their mouths will hang open a minute or two
“Then the Whos down in Who-ville will all cry Boo-Hoo!"

“That’s a noise, “grinned the Grinch,
“That I simply MUST hear!”
So he paused.
And the Grinch put his hand to his ear.
And he did hear a sound rising over the snow.
It started in low. Then it started to grow …

But the sound wasn’t sad!
Why, this sound sounded merry!
It couldn’t be so!
But it WAS merry! VERY!

He stared down at Who-ville!
The Grinch popped his eyes!
Then he shook!
What he saw was a shocking surprise!

Every Who down in Who-ville, the tall and the small,
Was singing! Without any presents at all!
He HADN‘T stopped Christmas from coming!
IT CAME!
Somehow or other, it came just the same!

And the Grinch, with his grinch-feet ice-cold in the snow,
Stood puzzling and puzzling: “How could it be so?”
“It came without ribbons! It came without tags!
“It came without packages, boxes or bags!”

And he puzzled three hours, till his puzzler was sore.
Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn’t before!
“Maybe Christmas,” he thought, “doesn’t come from a store.
Maybe Christmas … perhaps … means a little bit more!”

(Dr. Suess, How the Grinch Stole Christmas, New York: Random House, 1957.)

Christmas advent

I have a confession: I have never believed in Santa Claus. Never. Why, you ask? Because when my mom was a young girl, she felt like the biggest fool on the block when she found out Santa wasn't real. She thought the whole world was laughing at her for believing. And she didn't want to do that to her children because she loves us. Now that I am a mother, I have found that I can't lie to my children. I understand that a lot of really good parents can have their children believe in a very magical and wonderful Santa tradition. I'm not saying it's not okay; I'm just saying it's not what we do. And now you know why.

At our annual Rawlins Family Christmas Party with all my cousins, we always enjoyed a visit from Santa Claus. We knew he wasn't really Santa, because there is no such thing. But we greatly enjoyed his visits. He came in and sang carols with us and told jokes. He had us each sit on his lap, but it wasn't, "What do you want for Christmas, little girl?" It was, "Now last year, I remember you set out cookies for me but you forgot the carrots for the reindeer." Or, "I know you keep your room pretty clean, but under your bed WHOOAH! HO! HO! HO!" He always seemed to know just what to tease us about. How he knew our personal habits is beyond me. But I think he knew kids and teenagers well enough to guess. When an adult woman would go up for her turn (We all HAD to have a turn. Grandma's rules!), Santa would give her a hard time for hanging up a nylon stocking instead of a regular Christmas stocking. "You start filling those things and they just stretch and stretch and can never get full!"

Whenever a new person joined our family (boyfriends, fiances, etc.) the initiation was to wear reindeer antlers and dance around while everyone sang Jingle Bells. We had so much fun with our Santa. I can't really describe it here. Apparently, when my grandma died, Santa came to the funeral in his civies. (I was on my mission and missed the funeral.) He knew all the cousins, but they didn't know him.

Are you getting my point here? The same Santa came to our Christmas parties every year from the late 1970's until 2002. Yes, I remember the last party we had with our Santa. Let me tell you that story.

My daughter, Sarah, was born in October of 2002. I loved Sarah. She was an easy baby. But her delivery left me with a very painful recovery. A combination of not feeling well (lots of pain!) and taking some painkillers that had emotional side effects and postpartum depression left me pretty down. It technically wasn't a proper postpartum depression, it was what they call "baby blues." But the point is, I was down. I couldn't get into Christmas that year. I was just down. Then I went to our Rawlins Family Party. Santa was there. It was his last Christmas with us, as he and his wife were planning to leave on a mission. It was a sentimental time for our whole family. Santa stayed a very long time. He took photos with all of us. We asked him how long he had been coming and he sat and reminisced about Christmases past. And then we presented him with a little Santa doll--you know, one for display. We had a badge on the Santa that said "Future Missionary." It was a great party.

And I can't really explain what happened. But Santa snapped me out of my depression. The baby blues were just gone. Gone. He instilled in me the Christmas spirit. I was able to go home from that party and pull together a good Christmas for my little family. I even sent out Christmas cards and Christmas letters. They were late...but I sent them!

Our Santa left on his mission a couple of months later. He wasn't able to serve for very long. He passed away before the next Christmas. It may seem like a silly job to be a Santa, but this is a man (whose real name is still a mystery to me) who brought a little light and fun to our family. It is a true service. Maybe I do believe in Santa.

Most of my photos are in storage, but I found this one (not a great photo) of the last Christmas party.


Sunday, December 13, 2009

Christmas advent

Have you heard of the Christmas Truce that took place in 1914? You probably have. It's a very popular story, but a good one. I will summarize the story very simply. For a more detailed description of what happened read here.

British and German troops were facing each other in trenches during World War I. On December 24, 1914, the Germans began small celebrations of Christmas. They lit candles and held up little Christmas trees. They began singing Christmas carols. As the story goes, they sang Stille Nacht, which was easily recognizable to the British. The beautiful carol Silent Night was sung by soldiers on both sides. Against the orders of the commanding officers, the soldiers on both sides were enacting a spontaneous truce. They held up signs saying "Merry Christmas" or other greetings. A couple of soldiers left the trench without their weapons and with their hands in the air. Others from the opposing side did the same. They met in the middle and shook hands. Soon, soldiers from British and German armies met in no-man's land and exchanged small gifts: chocolate, tobacco, canned meat. There was even a little football (soccer) played. The truce lasted for a little over a day, but in some areas, it lasted past the new year.

Christmas is a time when the Spirit of the Lord is felt in great abundance. I believe people are more receptive to a Lord who is always knocking. "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me" (Revelation 3:20). The story of the Christmas Truce demonstrates men in the worst of circumstances who responded to the Prince of Peace. It is a story that brings me hope.

Silent night! Holy night! All is calm, all is bright
Round yon virgin mother and Child.
Holy Infant, so tender and mild,
Sleep in heavenly peace; Sleep in heavenly peace.

Silent night! Holy night! Shepherds quake at the sight!
Glories stream from heaven afar;
Heav'nly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Savior, is born! Christ, the Savior, is born!

Silent night! Holy night! Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from thy holy face,
With the dawn of redeeming grace,
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth; Jesus, Lord, at thy birth.

(text by Joseph Mohr, music by Franz Gruber)

Friday, December 11, 2009

Christmas advent

The celebration of Christ's birth began before He was born. Prophets had testified of His coming from the beginning. One of my favorite prophecies is from Isaiah chapter 9:

The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light: ...

For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.

Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Messes and cleaning...

First, there's the messes. While I am teaching Ammon, Sarah, and Nathan school everyday, Beth is very patient. Sometimes she sits at the table and colors. Sometimes she sits on my lap. She rarely interrupts. Her favorite activity is to play with "school toys." This includes file-folder games, math manipulatives, and phonics tiles. Sometimes she even adds the challenging game Blokus to the mix. Let me show you how she plays with them:



So this is what I get to clean up everyday after school. It is the price I pay for a peaceful schooltime. Being me, every single phonics tile has to be placed in alphabetical order and all of the math manipulatives have to be separated into their proper bags with matching parts, etc. (There are at least 8 different sets of manipulatives.) That's not because I am OCD, it is because when I need to use the "school toys" to teach school, they better be where I can access them. One day, Beth dumped out all the separate bags and stirred them with her hand singing quietly, "I making a mess." She's delightful.

And then there's the cleaning. The boys (you know the ones: Ammon and Nathan) organized Grandma's toy room. Grandma has lots of old Cabbage Patch Kids from the 80's. Well, I'll just show the picture.



(They usually have clothes on and faces.) I apologize for the vulgarity.